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Don't tell me it's just a phase,
don't even try.
Why should I even think to believe you,
when you always lie?
I love who I love,
why is it so hard for you to understand?
I don't know how much of your taunting,
I can withstand.
Why should it matter,
if I love a male or female?
Your opinions are suffocating,
and I'm just waiting to inhale.
I just need to breathe,
get away and be free.
I wish you would just let me go,
I wish you would let me be me.
I wish you would understand,
I just wish you could see.
That who I am now,
is who I want to be.
don't even try.
Why should I even think to believe you,
when you always lie?
I love who I love,
why is it so hard for you to understand?
I don't know how much of your taunting,
I can withstand.
Why should it matter,
if I love a male or female?
Your opinions are suffocating,
and I'm just waiting to inhale.
I just need to breathe,
get away and be free.
I wish you would just let me go,
I wish you would let me be me.
I wish you would understand,
I just wish you could see.
That who I am now,
is who I want to be.
{Un}Conscious.Lavish.Agonized.Insight.Redemption
Can’t you see your beauty?
That shines inside and out?
Why do you stay blind?
Why don’t you open your eyes?
Loved by everyone,
yet you cannot love yourself.
Why?
You're wonderful the way you are.
A masterpiece created with the finest paints.
Your skin is the perfect canvas.
Adorned with beauty,
yet you insist on marring it.
You paint it with pain and desperation,
angry slashes fill the canvas stained rain.
You say, “It’s been a bad year.”
your eyes on the floor.
Don’t be ashamed, you're not alone anymore.
I used to paint to, I've been there before.
I would pain
Save Me
I've been left alone,
and I'm terrified.
Though I said I'm fine,
we all know I lied.
It's the silence that kills me,
with no one to fill the quiet.
Even though my thoughts are screaming,
the outside world is silent.
My thoughts are dark,
the way they always stay.
They are always there,
no matter how many times I run away.
I can't save myself,
for that it's much too late.
Please help me,
save me from this terrible fate
I'll beg on my knees,
for I've lost all of my pride.
And if you can't save me,
well at least you tried.
If even you can't save me,
then I am truly doomed.
Forever trapped in my mind,
this suffocating tomb.
If I can't be
My Darkness
You worry about your inner darkness,
and how I will react.
Yet you've not seen my darkness,
and how it makes me act.
You've not seen my thoughts,
and how dark they can become.
Hidden behind a cheerful facade,
what I'm always trying to run from.
Pushing my thoughts,
trying to force my hand.
Shoving against me,
making me fall where I stand.
Falling to my knees,
clutching my head.
A surrounding darkness,
it's my thoughts I dread.
These dark thoughts make me selfish,
they make me cruel and I hate it.
Feels like my mind is spiraling down,
falling in a black pit.
We all have a darkness,
to each our own.
Some of us will keep it
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<3 was it anyone in particular?